You may be awake. Self-aware. Emotionally intelligent. Spiritually grounded.
And still…
You soften yourself.
You swallow truths.
You explain away your pain.
You disappear emotionally so life can “keep functioning.”
And afterward, you feel the ache of it.
Not because you’re weak.
Not because you “should know better.”
But because disappearing became a deeply wired survival strategy long before you had language for it.
This program is where we gently unravel that.
You’ve already done the unraveling.
You’ve felt your body come alive again.
Your truth is clearer, and your old patterns are no longer invisible.
But staying awake to yourself is ongoing work.
This is the moment where many women drift — not because they don’t care, but because life gets loud again. Jobs, family, responsibilities, old roles… they all pull at the edges of your progress.
The Feminine Rising is here to keep that from happening.
A place to keep choosing yourself, week after week.
This journey is for the woman who wants to:
feels herself shrink in moments that matter
stays silent instead of staying present
holds everything together while quietly losing herself
has learned to appear strong, composed, and “fine”
deeply desires truth, presence, and connection – without disappearing to keep it
why disappearing happens even when you’re conscious and “doing the work”
how your nervous system has been protecting you
how to meet that protection with compassion instead of force
how to gently build capacity to stay without abandoning yourself
and ultimately… how to return to the woman you truly are
No pressure.
No performing healing.
No forcing change.
Just truth. Tenderness. Breath. Presence.
And coming home.
staying present more often instead of collapsing inward
speaking from truth instead of survival
softening without disappearing
honoring their needs without guilt
experiencing deeper authenticity in relationships
feeling grounded and at home within themselves again
No pressure.
The shifts aren’t loud.
They’re deeply real.
MODULE 1 — Becoming Aware of Disappearing
Seeing where and how you leave yourself — gently, without shame.
MODULE 2 — The Disappearing Patterns You Don’t Recognize as Disappearing
Understanding the subtle, “reasonable” ways disappearing masquerades as strength, peacekeeping, and maturity.
MODULE 3 — When Awareness Isn’t Enough
Why knowing better doesn’t stop the pattern — and why this is about safety, not failure.
MODULE 4 — Staying Present When You’d Normally Disappear
Learning to stay, softly and honestly, without pushing or forcing.
MODULE 5 — Returning to Yourself
Integration. Homecoming. Living more fully as you.
a Teaching Talk
a Guided Journaling Practice
a Somatic / Meditation Experience
PLUS
1 Live Weekly Zoom Gathering with me
teaching, discussion, gentle witnessing, Q&A, and support
recordings provided if you miss a session
intimate group, max 12 women
The shifts aren’t loud.
This isn’t information.
It’s lived healing.
emotionally supported
not alone in your experience
seen without needing to perform
gently challenged into truth
deeply honored in your humanity
I honor different seasons of a woman’s life.
Choose the contribution that reflects honesty, dignity, and care.
$295 – Standard Contribution
Supports the full cost and sustaining this work.
$245 – Supported Contribution
For women who need softer access.
$195 – Community Access
For those in financial tenderness who still deeply belong here.
A $50 deposit holds your seat.
The rest may be paid before the journey begins.
When you’re ready, you can choose how you’d like to join.
Returning to presence.
Returning to honesty.
Returning to the woman underneath the coping.
Returning to the you that deserves to exist fully.
If you feel the pull… honor it.
You do not need to disappear to be loved.
You are allowed to exist — fully, truthfully, beautifully.
And I would be honored to walk beside you as you return.
feels herself shrink in moments that matter
stays silent instead of staying present
holds everything together while quietly losing herself
has learned to appear strong, composed, and “fine”
deeply desires truth, presence, and connection – without disappearing to keep it
why disappearing happens even when you’re conscious and “doing the work”
how your nervous system has been protecting you
how to meet that protection with compassion instead of force
how to gently build capacity to stay without abandoning yourself
and ultimately… how to return to the woman you truly are
No pressure.
No performing healing.
No forcing change.
Just truth. Tenderness. Breath. Presence.
And coming home.
MODULE 1 — Becoming Aware of Disappearing
Seeing where and how you leave yourself — gently, without shame.
MODULE 2 — The Disappearing Patterns You Don’t Recognize as Disappearing
Understanding the subtle, “reasonable” ways disappearing masquerades as strength, peacekeeping, and maturity.
MODULE 3 — When Awareness Isn’t Enough
Why knowing better doesn’t stop the pattern — and why this is about safety, not failure.
MODULE 4 — Staying Present When You’d Normally Disappear
Learning to stay, softly and honestly, without pushing or forcing.
MODULE 5 — Returning to Yourself
Integration. Homecoming. Living more fully as you.
a Teaching Talk
a Guided Journaling Practice
a Somatic / Meditation Experience
PLUS
1 Live Weekly Zoom Gathering with me
teaching, discussion, gentle witnessing, Q&A, and support
recordings provided if you miss a session
intimate group, max 12 women
The shifts aren’t loud.
This isn’t information.
It’s lived healing.
emotionally supported
not alone in your experience
seen without needing to perform
gently challenged into truth
deeply honored in your humanity
I honor different seasons of a woman’s life.
Choose the contribution that reflects honesty, dignity, and care.
$295 – Standard Contribution
Supports the full cost and sustaining this work.
$245 – Supported Contribution
For women who need softer access.
$195 – Community Access
For those in financial tenderness who still deeply belong here.
A $50 deposit holds your seat.
The rest may be paid before the journey begins.
Returning to presence.
Returning to honesty.
Returning to the woman underneath the coping.
Returning to the you that deserves to exist fully.
If you feel the pull… honor it.
When you’re ready, you can choose how you’d like to join.
You do not need to disappear to be loved.
You are allowed to exist — fully, truthfully, beautifully.
And I would be honored to walk beside you as you return.